Life

Life.......

Today after a long time i am again in a reflective mood. So lets see what i end up writing today in this small blog of mine,.

lets discuss life, to be frank i have not found a single person who is truly happy, what is life all about, i think its all about that "Pursuit of happyness" that all , the people engage into.

When we were kids we used to think that we will be happy when we get out to a college as there will be no restrictions and homework. Then the time came and I started going to a college , but that true happyness was still not there, I actually started missing the concerns and motherly love our teachers and our school friends.

Then I thought ohk let me get a good job and then i will be happy, I get that job, and then I realize we are still not happy. We think now lets get a good raise and promotion and then I will be happy. Still after all the money and everything I m not happy.

Then comes lets buy that car that looks cool and I will be happy.....as soon as i know that i can buy the car ...and i buy that car......all the happyness vanishes...and then our mind starts to run to some other things to get that 'True happyness'.

I can easily say that i felt more happy when I bought my new school books rather than when i bought my Honda Civic.

basically through grace of the Almighty i have gone through some very drastic changes(positive) in my life in a very short period.

I have seen myself earning from what i used to earn in a month , to earning the same amount in 4 days. From there to earning in a month what i used to get in a year.This all has happened in a short span of 1-2 years.

Today i own a lot of things that i longed to own, all the expensive electronics, cars and much more. And i have the capacity to buy much more. which i can proudly declare to be a fruit of my own labour and my parents and Gods grace.

But the question still reamains the same, m i truly happy. The day i bought the civic i wanted a BMW. And now the next aim is to buy a BMW 7 series. But i m pretty sure once i achieve that aim, i will definitely have some other car in my mind that i would like to buy.

There is a lot of povery in this world, and the only time when you feel real happyness is when you feed someone who is hungry or help someone in misery. What matters in this world of all the worldly possessions is the People, and yet they are one the worst neglected and exploited members of the world.

Its been 23 years of my exsistence in this world, and i m still not sure what i m here to do in this world...and what is the reason for my existence. I m still finding that and hopefully will be successful very soon.





P.S. 'happiness' is mispelled as 'happyness' on purpose :)